Long overdue update

So, I've been a slacker on reporting about my running progress.  This week would have been... I don't know... maybe week 9 of our program!?  I've lost track with the time because my running partner and I haven't been able to run together for the last two weeks and will not be back together until next week. 

Two weeks ago, I started my week off with 2.2 miles.  By the end of the week, I had successfully achieved my goal of 3.2 miles!!! HELLO 5k!!!! Nice to see you :)

Anyway, I got SO excited that I ran a few more days last week than I probably should have.  I was pretty steady with the 3.2 miles the first couple of days.  However, my last two days were failures.  Yes, you read right.  I failed and probably only ran 2.5 miles :( I know, that's still very good and I was still ahead of the program but still.  I HATE not making a goal I have already achieved.  (Have I ever mentioned that my family is a bit competitive? And I am no exception.) 

So, I took that as a sign and decided to take three consecutive days off.  Although I wasn't physically sore, I really think my body was just tired and needed a break.

Tonight was the first day back and....... 3.5 miles!!!!! Yep!  I am back!  I truly understand those who have said that running is addictive.  I LOVE knowing that I am able to do this for myself.  ( I also had a friend of mine tell me this weekend that she can absolutely tell a difference in my body and that I look great! Brownie points for her!) 

With all of this said, this is officially my last week of the Couch to 5k Program and it was a definate success!  I highly encourage anyone thinking of giving running a try to use this program.  You may feel silly running only a minute at first, but you build, and it WORKS. 

I will still be keeping you guys informed on how I'm doing. What can I say? I kinda enjoy bragging about myself.  I'm hoping to increase my distance on some days and work on my speed on others.  This way, I'm thinking that my first 5k race will be easier for me (a mile is nothing now) and maybe I won't be the last person to run across the line.  So, keep your fingers crossed!

Very valuable information

While on facebook last night, I found this.....

I know it's rather small, so here's the link.  I sincerely hope it works *fingers crossed* 

A friend posted it on her photos and explained that this is a perfectly good explanation to all of her friends who don't have children.  See, sometimes, I feel like I absolutely blow off perfectly good opportunities to call and chit chat to some of my greatest friends simply because I'm "too busy."   There are also days when Jeremy comes home from work worn out and stressed and I come back with "you think you're the only one who's had a rough day!"  Then, when I look back on the day, I often wonder what exactly it was I did all day that made me so busy and stressed and tired.  This newspaper column is the honest to God answer taken right out of my thoughts. 

I swear, it is certainly not that I avoid these people or that I don't have any catching up to do.  I also don't use this as an excuse to one up Jeremy.  But I literally spend almost ever waking hour with a two year old who quite frankly needs most of my undivided attention.  See, it is my job to make sure she is getting the life skills she needs in order to be successful.  It is also my job to make sure she has safe and fun activities during the day to keep her busy and teach her social and educational skills.  Therefore, although I do not have a paying job, I do have a pretty needy boss who does not accept sick days or paid time off! Those of you with a paying job AND a child....bless you.    

I thought this would be good insight for those of you who may not have children and it'd be a good cheat sheet for those who do have children and need the words to explain what exactly it is you do ALL day!

Question of the week

Do you ever get to feeling like your life is just a little ordinary?  Well, I usually don't think about it until I tried to answer the question of the week on my mom's group message board.  Each week, there is a random question that is posted and we all answer just for kicks.  I usually find something good to answer with, but this week I am at a total loss for words.  Here's the question:  If your life were going to be made into a movie, what would it be about and who would play you?

1. PROBLEM: I don't really think I have anything of interest to make a movie about.  I mean, I feel like I lead a pretty typical life.  Please don't get me wrong, I am very thankful for  everything about my life and I am very blessed to have the life I have.  Nor would I change anything about it. But if you think of most of the movies, they are either horror--absolutely not, comedy--I'm not at all comical, drama--again, nothing extra crazy around here, or love story.  Now, I could definately touch on the love story but there's no crazy "almost lost the love of my life but I found him" story there either. I mean, I don't really think my life would be a very good movie subject. 
2. Who the heck would I say would play me?  I'm not too good at thinking of a movie star who I a) look like or b)  act like.

 What about yourself?  What would a movie about yourself be and who would play you? 

Maybe I'll transfer the question of the week over here more often if this has a good turn out.

Here's to a great daddy

Several years ago, ( my brother's 21st birthday to be exact) I met the most obnoxious, big- headed prick I've ever known. You might ought to know I ended up married to him.  I'll save the rest of the "how did you meet" speech for our anniversary or something because this post is not about us, it's about him. 

Who would have ever thought that very same guy would turn out to be one of the greatest dads anyone could ever ask for?  I did!  Would I have married him if I thought otherwise?  Doubt it. 

Anyway, he's got two great years of being a dad under his belt.  From day ONE, he's been nothing but the best.  The second that baby girl came into this world, I literally saw his heart melt through his eyes.  That was it.  He was a goner. 

This little girl doesn't even know how lucky she is to have this man for a daddy.

Luckily, Madelyn began sleeping through the night early on. But Jeremy was there, right along with me, when she didn't.  He endured those sleepless nights like a champ.  Poopy diapers, spit up, cranky baby with gas, blowouts, routine shots--he was there for everything.  He got up, went to work, came home, helped with dinner, helped with our daily baby chores, went to sleep, got up a couple times throughout the night, and did it all over again. 

Fast forward a bit to present day. 

Here I am, typing up a blog post and where is he?  Work.  Was this planned.  Absolutely not.  I never would have thought I'd be a stay at home mom.  Never thought I'd enjoy it so much.  The plan was for me to go back to work after the summer had passed and find a good childcare for Madelyn.  Never happened.  I just couldn't bear to part with my sweet little girl and Jeremy saw that.  I feel so blessed to have been able to spend all this time with her.  To raise her and teach her as I choose.  Is being a stay at home mom for everyone? No.  But for me, I feel it was the right decision.  Will I always be able to stay at home.  Who knows?  But I will continue to sieze this opportunity for as long as I possibly can.  Jeremy works so hard in order for us to have this lifestyle.  He knows how important it is to me and has done everything in his power to make this possible.

When he comes home from work, Madelyn's little eyes shimmer.  As soon as I mention that daddy's home, she gets so giddy.  He comes in, locks the door, and it's full on Madelyn time from there.  Every second of the evening is focused on Madelyn, on me, on us.  The "hi honey I'm home, sit in your man chair, drink a beer and watch the game" daddy is simply a myth in this house.  Ours is more like this... Come in, change clothes while a little girl is clinging to you, sit at the table and enjoy dinner as a family (no tv), help clean up, sit to watch a little tv with everyone (even if it is Dora),  tea parties, dress up, family stroll by the bay, bathtime, pajama time, Madelyn's prayers, goodnight kiss, go to bed Fred (Madelyn).  From the second he walks into the door to the time we go to bed, it's all about us, our family.  What a valuable daddy and husband we have!  Many women would give their right arm to have their husband do a third of what he does. 

Do you know what I love best?  He stands behind me.  He trusts my decisions when it comes to Madelyn and follows through with what I ask.  He's on MY side.  He knows how important certain issues are to me and agrees with them and the way we go about dealing with them. 

Jeremy dreams of the day where he's running along beside Madelyn and our future children playing soccer, or football, or whatever it is they choose to do.  He looks forward to being the coach that our children just so happen to call "dad" too. He envisions me as the mom who is involved with our children and their school and after school activities.   He dreads the dating years and we argue over how we'll go about boys and cars (good thing we have a while).  He already believes that no man will ever be good enough for our baby girl.  He dreams of where our children will go to college and what they'll do and who they'll be someday. 

I find joy in knowing that Madelyn will have a great person to model her future boyfriends and husband after. I pray that she one day realizes just how special and rare of a  find a guy like her father is.  I find comfort knowing that our son, if we have one, will have such a wonderful role model.  He will learn from one of the best.  He will have someone to show him what it means to be a man.   He will learn how to treat his wife and kids with love and respect.  How to be sensitive but strong at the same time.  Our children will see and know what it means to put God and family before all other things. 

VBS 2010 part two

Well, we are finished with day three of VBS!  My group of kids is GREAT!  I mostly have older kids--they don't do groups by age at this church--and I have one younger little girl who happens to be the youngest in the program.  The youngest is doing a great job and really seems to be getting more comfortable as the week goes on.  My boys--and girls-- are so well behaved for fourth and fifth graders but still keep me laughing all day long :)  I'm so glad I decided to help out this year and definately made the right decision to be a crew leader.  It may have been a few years since I've worked with older kids, but I've still got it! 

Also, Madelyn is too young to be in the program, but she does get to stay with the younger children and play.  Her teacher always brings her in the sanctuary when we're all in there and she has found it quite pleasing to stand on the steps (in front of the singers on stage) and put on a show.  She sings and dances right along with us and even bows when the songs are over.... I tried to teach her that girls plie not bow, but she hasn't quite gotten that.  I have to say, I have quite a star on my hands!  She is LOVING this week and all the attention she gets!  I'm LOVING all the great compliments people say about her.  "She's so polite,"
"she's so mature for her age," "Wow, I can't believe she's potty trained," "She's SO cute," "Are you sure she isn't three?" (I find that one kinda silly).  Even the kids enjoy her and make comments about how cute she is!  Once again, I am so proud of my baby girl and I'm sure you can see it beaming from my face a mile away! 

So, we have two more days left and I was asked if I minded getting a new child in my group tomorrow.  I'm going to take that as "You're doing such a great job and we really think this child would benefit from being in your group better than others.  Do you mind ?" Yes, I'm absolutely letting myself think this! Thank you very much!  *bows repeatedly to my imaginary audience* 

First Time!

To ride the train/roller coaster and Islands of Adventure of course!  Madelyn has waited for this day for a whole year!  This past Saturday we drove over to Orlando to take the kids to Universal/Islands of Adventure.  Madelyn was SO excited to get to ride this ride for the very first time :) So, of course, I had to document such a special occasion!  Even better, she got to ride in the very front!!! Here's just a few pics of Madelyn and Asher while on that ride! Enjoy!

Waiting in line...

Silly poses.

We're next!

Madelyn is SO excited :)

Wow.

One very happy little girl!

VBS 2010

Yay!  So excited to be a part of vacation bible school again!  It's been a long time since I've done anything with it--since middle school atleast.  Next week is the beginning of this year's VBS at our church and I decided to volunteer as a Crew Leader!  I have a "crew" of nine children right now, but by Monday it may grow a bit more.  It is mixed ages from preschool to fifth grade which I actually prefer from the usual all-one-age groups.  This way, not only can my assistant help me with the kids, the older kids can also help out with the younger ones. 

I remember going to VBS myself growing up and I had a blast every year!  I think it's a wonderful opportunity for children to not only learn about God, but to make new friends and feel like they're a part of something! My absolute favorite thing was crafts and I distinctly remember painting wooden animals one year at my grandmother's church.  It was one of the things I looked forward to each summer :)

I really hope that my group of kids have a wonderful time next week with me and that I haven't lost my touch with the older children since I'm not around them as much anymore.  I mean, I know with a group of toddlers I'd do fine, since I have one and know what their interests are.  BUT, I don't have any contact with older kids anymore and I'm not used to NOT being the "cool" teacher. haha.  Oh well, I guess I will let you guys know how we do next week and how worn out I am after the fact! 

Job Description

I have recently stumbled upon yet another requirement of being a stay at home mom. Okay, so not really a requirement, but more or less something that most of us with toddlers all have in common.

Even when we are not watching it, the television usually stays on during the day just for the background noise.  Before Madelyn, I usually had some sort of pregnancy documentary or chick flick type show on while preparing dinner or washing clothes or whatever it was I was doing.  Now, I promise you, at any given moment (until around 7:00 or 8:00) that if you were to walk into my house, Noggin, Nickelodeon, PBS, or a child related dvd would definately be on. ( I do watch the shows I want in the evenings and she is perfectly fine with it--NO she doesn't tell us what to watch & when to watch it!)  She doesn't even watch tv most of the time!  Madelyn is usually in her playroom making tea or cooking something yummy for mommy but we still listen to her shows.  I find myself rocking out to Yo Gabba Gabba or Wonder Pets atleast twice a week.  I guarantee you I could hold a decent conversation with almost any toddler about what is going on with just about any show imaginable. 

Now, I am not saying all of this to be judged by those of you who don't let you child watch any television.  If you are one of those people, more power to you!  But please, keep your negative thoughts to yourself, I really don't feel like having to defend my parenting style (I know I'm not perfect).  Just stating a common factor that I've noticed between a few mothers and myself :) 

same old thing

So, it's been a while...... Sorry I've been such a slacker this week.  I don't have any idea why, but I absolutely cannot catch up on rest.  I have been walking around here ever since we got back from vacation like a zombie.  I am SO tired.  On top of that, I swear we have been going constantly.  Summer always has us so busy!  We go go go all weekend and then during the week it feels like we never stop either.  Anyway, I guess because of this, I feel like I don't have anything important to talk about.  So, I'll be back soon with something interesting to talk about....eventually.

On another note, the one thing I've kept you guys updated on..... Running!  We are now into the weeks where we run for an allotted amount of time straight.  We are up to 2 1/4 miles without stopping (about 25 minutes).  Go us!  Don't get me wrong, it's NOT easy, but it is definately getting better!  I cannot believe that I am actually doing this for real. Next week we move it up to  28 minutes or 2.75 miles.  We are a little behind on the mileage, so realistically, we'll probably be closer to 2 1/2 miles within the 28 minutes instead.  Still good enough for me though!  We will be completely finished with the program in two weeks and will continue to run in order to make sure we have our 5k down!  Once we get to a plateau there, then we will add onto our mileage :)

Wedding Festivities

As promised, I am continuing with some updates from this past week...

  We began a very crazy weekend last week as we pulled out of the driveway Wednesday on our way to Mississippi.  What a drive....but well worth it!  Let me first say, I don't usually LOVE to go back "home."  I say "home" because we didn't actually go to my hometown but we were still in state!  I do, however, LOVE to see old friends from college and my very best friends who I rarely get to see. 

This is probably one of the least stressful weddings I've ever been involved with, and thoroughly enjoyed getting to relax and catch up with everyone!  (Seriously thought we were going to have a bridezilla, so I am VERY thrilled to say otherwise.)   Thursday was a day of last minute errands and then the rehearsal.  Everyone's experienced this so I'll spare you and move on. 

Friday! Oh Friday!  Wedding day!  I had a very productive day :)  Got up at 7:30 for a run after being out until 2:30 and having a few drinks.  Definately NOT a good run.  Thought I was going to die and was very glad this run was just an extra since I had finished my runs for the week.  After almost killing over, we went back and enjoyed some time at the pool!  Just Krissy (one of my best friends) and myself!  I never thought I'd cherish laying out as much as I did this past weekend.  I thank my inlaws more than ever for watching Madelyn for us.  It was so nice to be able to just have some girl time!   Anyway, we began to get ready around 11 and did the whole hair, makeup, and pictures this up until the wedding :)   Now, let me tell you about my little princess and her friend Olivia...

Aren't they precious?? Later, they had some sweet baby's breath halos on as well.  Anyway, here's how their 15 minutes of fame happened...  I quickly noticed the previous night that our girls were going to need something to bribe them into staying in the back of the church until we were ready for them.  So, I took a leap of faith, made three different bags of small candies, and dispursed them accordingly.  Worked like a charm!  They stayed with the girls in the back until it was their turn, and then were told that their mommies had the other candy.  Well.....WATCH OUT!  Those little girls began walking down the isle perfectly, followed by speed walking, which then turned into a run! Too cute :)  Madelyn saw her papaw so she stopped to tell the entire congregation that her papaw was there and went on about her way.  The girls did actually make it up to us but then decided they wanted to go back down.  I absolutely didn't stop her and let her make her way back to her papaw where he then took her to the cry room.  Eventually, both girls were in there and the wedding continued!  Same as always, I teared up (in the same places as I always do), vows were said, and we were on our way.  Bride and groom walked out, a few groomsmen and bridesmaid couples went out and then......the cry room door opened and out flew our girls!  haha Back down the isle the came!  I guess they decided they needed that last little bit of recognition :)  Madelyn walked right to me and so I used that as a tool to my advantage! I had Madelyn walk out of the church in the middle of Jeremy and myself (we were all three in the wedding) which made for a wonderful family picture!  (Unfortunately, I don't have a pic but should get one eventually.)  We were told that what we did was precious and couldn't have turned out any better!  What can I say?? I was very proud of my little princess!

Friends and family danced the night away and we had to literally drag Madelyn off the dance floor.  Everything went beautifully with only minor situations.  We finished off our wedding event Saturday morning with tearful goodbyes and were on our way up to my in laws' camp on the lake! 

For your enjoyment...

Terrible picture of myself BUT the only pic of the weekend with my two best friends Krissy and Stacy (the bride).

Bridesmaids with bride

Ugh... I have TERRIBLE posture.  Stacy looks GREAT though :)

Two flower girls and junior bridesmaid Darby!

Dancing queens!

Yummy

Family photo (I don't know why I look so ick)

Happy groom

Reunited friends :):):)

Aloha!

 

Happy week six!

Okay, so there's lots to update you guys on from this weekend. BUT, in order to not jumble everything up into one, I'll make several posts (quite possibly over the next few days).  Of course, since I'm still so very proud of my progress, I'm starting with this.

We have two more days to this week and then we'll be on our seventh week of our running schedule.  There are only nine weeks and we are up to two miles!!  I only know this because I had to run on the treadmill while out of town this past weekend so I was able to see the distance.  I can't believe I ran all that way without killing over! 

So, we began last week with running alternated with walking as usual.  The highest was running 8 minutes.  Then, it skipped up to 20 minutes of running without stopping on the final day. HOLY SMOKES was I terrified!!!  Also, I had to run without my partner (although Jeremy stepped in until the last run).  Can you believe the 20 minute run was actually equal in challenge as the run/walk routines??  I am overwhelmed with excitement about this! 

This week, we have gone back to the alternations and finish the week with a 25 minute run.  I'll be sure to update--as always!  NEXT week is going to be the kicker.... we begin running these 25/30 minute runs all three days.  We'll see.....

In a dream world

   Sometimes, when things get absolutely hectic and seem to be going every way except the way I wish for them to, I dream of running away.  Okay, not really running away.  Just maybe taking a week to myself in a very tropical setting with a non stop flow of fruity drinks!  A place where the only clothes I need are a bathing suit and a very fluffy white robe.  Where I can catch up with the latest Hollywood gossip via one of those silly magazines or read a book without being interrupted.  Or, where I can lay in bed ALL DAY LONG and not have a husband who can't sit still and a daughter who wants to go play begging me to get up.

   Okay, yes, I do live very close to the beach and can visit any time I wish.  But I want to wake up to the ocean!  See the dolphins swimming from my bedroom window and hear the waves crashing onto the sand (without one of those silly noise machines)! 

Something like this.....

That hammock....reserved especially for ME!

Isn't this absolutely beautiful? 

I constantly say I need time to myself.  I need to get away.  Not just a night out with the girls.  (That usually ends up with me being more responsible and only having a couple of drinks so that I can drive myself home.) Also, not a night where Madelyn stays with her grandparents because we have some event we have to attend.  Those are obligations that, although I may have fun, are not necessarily what I'd rather be doing.    I know, I'm sounding absolutely 100% selfish and yes, I do feel very guilty about it.  Does it help if I say I'd be willing to bring a girl friend with me as long as she had the same things in mind?    

Now, let me be realistic.  I highly doubt I'd be able to go to someplace like this without wanting to share it with my family.  I know me and know I'd be thinking about how much Jeremy would LOVE the pretty water and Madelyn would adore being able to play in the sand all day every day.  Just think of the family pictures you could get in a place like this!  And well, I don't think I could go a whole week without a pair of sweet little arms wrapping around my neck followed by a set of the most irresistable lips kissing my cheek after night night prayers (Madelyn's).   So, once again, my dream of going away to a secluded place in paradise, is slowly trampled by two of my greatest roles in life: Wife and Mom.

 

Princess Harley

Here's what happened at my house today!  Harley became the true princess that HE really is!  Madelyn said "Pretty Pretty princess Harley!" 

I also have some killer video footage of the two of the "singing" to Smile by Uncle Kraker but I have NO idea how to upload it.  Hopefully I can figure that out soon!

Melt my heart

Is there anything in the world that could stop you in any given moment and turn your heart into a soft bowl of jello?  Wanna know what mine is?   Well, of course you do! 

A while back, Madelyn came to me and said "Mommy, my bedy (belly) hurts."  With big sad puppy dog eyes that were practically BEGGING me to stop whatever it was I was doing and hold her.  I don't really even think her belly was hurting-- if I remember correctly--she just had to go potty.  Anyway, in that very moment, I did stop whatever it was that I was doing and my voice automatically turned into Nurse Mommy.  You know, that "oh my poor pitiful baby, what do you need to make you feel better" voice.  She pulled her shirt up to show me her belly and I did what any other mommy would have done.  I bent down and rubbed it, said "oh my poor baby," and kissed her tummy.  I swear you would have though I gave her a huge overflowing bowl of ice cream!  She LOVED that I played along with her accusation and gave her that extra special attention. 

Well, obviously this has become our "thing."  Every so often she will come up to me, usually in the worst possible times (while I'm mopping, cooking, etc), and start in with those big sad puppy dog eyes.  Next thing you know, I am on my knees kissing whatever part of her body she says hurts and hugging her real tight.

 The first few times she said it around Jeremy, he got a little worried that something was actually wrong.  I completely forgot to let him in on our little secret... The good news is, I have that wonderful Mommy's intuition.  This means, I actually KNOW when something really is wrong with her and when she's just playing around!

I'm not really sure what it is about this certain thing that she does.  I just know that every single time Madelyn comes to me with this, I could be in the worst mood ever and it wouldn't matter, I melt. 

Love, LOVE, LOVE, her. 

**Pictures are from this past weekend.  Jeremy's company picnic**

Run week # 4

Well, the start of a new week means an update!  We are SO dedicated.  It was raining off and on all morning and we were set to run at 9:00.  Let me tell you, it is the most difficult thing in the world to just get up, not make excuses, pray that the rain dies off a little, and go (especially when it is so dark and the perfect setting for a lazy day!)  I really don't think I would have gone if I didn't have someone else running with me.  Anyway, we did it.  We got there, it was sprinkling, so we suited up our girls.  They didn't get a drop of rain on them at all which makes me feel a lot less of a "bad" mom about this whole situation.  And no, there was no thunder or lightning and yes, we were paying attention to that! 

So, here is our run for the week:  Brisk 5 min walk, jog 3 min, walk 90 sec, jog 5 min, walk 2 1/2 min, jog 3 min, walk 90 sec, jog 5 min.

It's beginning to get a lot less repetitive so we actually have to carry a copy of what it is that we are doing out with us.  The first three minutes flew by since we were used to that from last week.  The first five minute run was okay.  We made it and weren't begging for air, so I consider that good.  However, the last five minute run was killer.  We had turned around and were going against the wind AND rain.  So, with water popping us in the face and wind pushing us back, we ran.  BUT, we made it!  Toward the end of the run, I had covered Madelyn's stroller with a towel just to ensure that she would definately stay dry (although at the time the drop down piece was doing the job just fine).  I do think that I will eventually invest in a rain cover if they have one for her stroller but it's good to know the towel does the trick! 

I'm so worried about next week.  By the third day, we are supposed to run the 20 minutes straight.  My running partner will be out of town, so it may just be me.  I'm really hoping I will be able to push myself to keep going.  On top of that, I will be leaving for a wedding so I will actually be running while out of town...REALLY hoping I will be able to come back with a positive report :)  

Here are our little troopers!  They did so good today too!

Of course, we had to document our dedication with this picture :)

 

2 yr old check up

This morning was Madelyn's doctor's appointment.  I always dread these because I am a big whimp and HATE shots.  Poor Jeremy has to go with us every visit because I just cannot stand to watch them poke my baby.  Well, good news for me!  She was already up to date on her shots and will not have to have any until she's four!!!!!  Woohoo!  I bet if she knew what that really meant, she'd be excited too. 
   Anyway, today we met with her new doctor (we moved, so we needed one closer).  He seemed very nice and easy going.  Here are Madelyn's measurements:  Height- 34 1/4 inches (50 %), Weight- 25 lbs (25 %), Head circumference- 19 (75 %).  As you can see, my baby girl is growing just fine!  In order to settle a dispute with my mother in law, I asked him when it was that they say you can estimate your child's future height. He said it would have been at 18 months and then you double the height.  So, I'm guestimating that she will be around 5 ft. 4!  Now, back to my mother in law.  She swears up and down that Madelyn will be TALL (like her daughter-Madelyn's aunt).  I told her that I don't think she'll be as short as me (5 ft. 3 1/2 in), but that there is no way she'll be as tall as Jessica.  Well,  according to the doc, these predictions are pretty accurate so I WIN!!  Yes, the constant reminder that Madelyn WILL be tall is a bit annoying. And, although I will love her however she is, and I absolutely cannot change how tall she is, I really don't see myself with such a tall little girl on my hands.
  We are cleared for another year and hopefully (fingers crossed) we won't have to see the doc again until then!  Madelyn is growing well both physically and developmentally!  I'm so proud of my healthy baby girl :)
And well, let me end with this..... Mother in law-0 Me-1!  Yay!

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PRECIOUS!!!!!!

Thanks!  I know :) I mean, really.  How cute are pig tails on a little girl??  I just can't seem to get a good front facing pic of them, but trust me, they are definately MUCH cuter in person!  We gave these cute little piggies a try yesterday and Madelyn loves them!  Of course, I have to use tiny clips to hold up the slacker pieces in the back, but you can't tell too much.  So, today, what did I do?  I dolled her up in one of her cutest Hartstrings outfits, her finest pearl necklace, and these babies!  She was such a little doll!  She was way outdressed for me, so I had to fancy myself up as well :)  We pranced into the mall like we owned the place and the very first thing she did when we met our friends at the play area was show off her new do and necklace.  She is definately my child.  And the best way to top the day off.......Madelyn's very best friend in the whole wide world (get the magnitude here?), Asher, is back!  He is Madelyn's cousin and I swear they love each other so much it's ridiculously cute.  He's the superhero in her eyes and she's his cuter- than- any -other trusty sidekick! 

                                                 

Reunited!!

Asher took this one!  Such a little photographer :)

My happy girl!  And I'm a little teary eyed, because as I'm writing this, "In my daughter's eyes" is playing on my blog.  She really is my life.

My sweet girl

She's growing up!  Sorry about the double post today but I absolutely MUST share this wonderful moment with you. 

I was watching Madelyn play with her babies and cover them up to go night night like she does all the time.  Then, I heard her whispering.  It took a few seconds but I figured out what she was doing.  I asked her "Are you saying your prayers?"  and she smiled REALLY big and said "Yes!"  She then leaned down and kissed each baby on her cheek. 


How amazing is that??  I just love it when she immitates us in the very best ways possible.  This is a proud proud day for me! 

I think I can, I think I can, I think I can

Well....we're on week three!!!! Today was day one of the three days and here is our run:  5 min. brisk walk followed by two reps of 1 1/2 min. run, 1 1/2 min walk, 3 min run, 3 min walk.  It doesn't sound like a lot and while I'm typing, I'm feeling like I'm proud of myself over nothing.  BUT, I can promise you that two weeks ago, there is no way I could have run 3 minutes without being completely out of breath and sore after my run.  Now, on the other hand, it wasn't such a bad process today. After we finished our last set, we actually felt like we should have been doing more!
   It is such a good feeling knowing that I am taking time to myself (not really because Madelyn is right there with me) to do something to better myself.  I truly believe the people who run and say it gets to be addicting and you begin to WANT to run.  AND, here is the vain part of me coming out..... I LOVE the idea of having really great runner's legs and a cute little tummy again!!  Oh and, we got our first woo today too. hahaha, I used to roll my eyes at those kind of guys but now, being a mommy and sometimes not feeling very sexy, I am 100% flattered :)
  Anyway, the point is, that I am very excited to still be able to report that we are running strong.  We're doing our program perfectly and with every obstacle, we are able to see that we can overcome it!  I cannot thank my friend who told me about this program enough.  It is the absolute perfect plan for me and what I need.  So, I look forward to reporting again soon with another week behind us :)

PS- Happy Mother's Day to all of those wonderful mommies and mommy to be's!  Here's what I did on my very special day......

Madelyn's first trip down the BIG slide at the water park!  She looks a little uneasy about it but absolutely LOVED it and asked to go again! 

Chain Reaction!

   As you all know, I've started my running program and will be on week three next week!! Yay for us!  It is now a part of our routine and Madelyn looks forward to "running" with her friend Elle!  At the end of the run, Madelyn stretches with me and is so cute doing so.  It is so nice--yet hot-- and we even get to see some dolphins every now and then!  Yesterday, they visited us with a baby dolphin too!  It was a very special birthday present for Madelyn :)  Anyway, it's going really well and I definately recommend this program to anyone who is looking to get started!
   With this new routine, I've tried to keep my meals and snacks a little healthier and in turn, Madelyn's as well.  My lunches have been chicken salad wraps, salads with lots of veggies and chicken, and things in comparison.  I've really been observant of the things I've been eating lately and think there is definately room for improvement.  I'm not really as concerned for myself as I am for Madelyn.
  I noticed this past weekend that Madelyn wasn't really eating the way I'd like her to.  For example, I'd order her mac n cheese (which I know isn't the best either) but as long as someone was sitting right there offering her chips, she's going to take the chips.  I definately noticed that Madelyn is incredibly influenced by what the people around her are eating.  SO, after this past weekend, I will ABSOLUTELY say something to the person who is altering her meals, or remind myself if it happens to be me.  I cannot have Madelyn thinking that it's okay to make a meal out of potato chips.  Now I'm not saying I will get completely healthy and not ever give her "treats" or that she will even have an entire week of balanced meals.  However, I am definately beginning to be more observant of what she puts in her mouth.  I'm not worried about her being obese, I just want her to be given the knowledge and the opportunity to be steered in the right direction and make the right choices for her body.
  We began a few weeks back offering her water before anything else she drinks.  It really helps that her friend Elle drinks tons of water!  She's doing pretty well with it although she still prefers other drinks.  There are times when I only offer water and if she's thirsty enough, she'll drink it.  Her lunches this week have been accompanied by at least one fruit.  This is simple and Madelyn LOVES fruit anyway. 
  Today, I made her a really silly excuse for a bento lunch but it was filled with "good" stuff!  Almonds, celery with peanut butter and raisins, baked chicken, blueberries, carrots and cheese.  I made myself a salad with chicken and carrots, celery, and cheese.  Madelyn chose to eat my salad before her lunch and she ate almost all of my lettuce.  Now, she's snacking on her almonds and carrots.  She hasn't asked me for ONE cookie or her spaghettios.  (By the way, the sodium in one little thing of spaghettios is RIDICULOUS and the fact that I lived off ravioli and ramen noodles in college and didn't get fat amazes me.) She is eating what I've given her and enjoying it. I mean, how easy is it to make her meatballs and spaghetti and it's way better for her. Yes, I will still give her these things sometimes.  No, I don't want to have the child that doesn't know what chocolate tastes like (I love it too much myself). So if you see me giving Madelyn something that isn't the absolute best for her, please don't condemn me.  I just want her to learn that everything is okay in moderation.  I absolutely knew she would eat what I placed in front of her.  Whether it's good for her or not.   So, is it really right for me, or anyone else, to offer her junk just because it's easier?

Happy Birthday Party!!

This past weekend was Madelyn's Party!  She had a great time although we pretty much rushed the actual party so we could get to the beach and relax.  Here are a few pics...

She is still talking about her birthday party and singing the Happy Birthday song!!

I just don't get it.

   I'm having a very difficult time today not second guessing what God is doing.  Typically, I do the very best I can to remember than He will not give us more than we can handle and that He puts us through situations for reasons.  However, when it touches a dear sweet child, I just lose every ounce of understanding I have. 

  Thankfully, Madelyn is absolutely healthy and happy as ever.  BUT, a friend of mine (one of the mom's in my group) has a daughter who is three months younger than Madelyn who is not.  THREE MONTHS DIFFERENCE.  Her daughter, Shelby, has been running a fever and had a rash for over a week now and they finally admitted her into the hospital for more observations.  I have tried my best to give her the space I feel I'd like if it were me and have gotten my information from a mutual friend.  As of last night, they have begun to call in other specialists including a rheumatologist and an oncologist.  If either turns out to be the correct diagnosis, my heart just breaks for Shelby.  Since I don't know much about Rheumatoid Arthritis, I am more concerned about the chances of cancer.  I just don't understand WHY this would happen to such a small and innocent child.  I really do struggle with this more than anything everytime I hear of a child going through something like this.   

   I can completely hold on the the idea that we will not be given more than we can handle when it is something job or typical life related.  It is typically the only thing I have left to hang on to from keeping me from going absolutely nuts.  I get that part.  I pray and pray and pray about Shelby all day long--every time I get the thought in my head.  I put her above and way beyond any of my usual conversation pieces with God.  I also ask God to help me not question him--but it's a difficult thing to do.  Again, I am definately the person who worries about the worst.  I just can't help but worrying about what that is in this situation. 

  Anyway,  I mostly came on this morning to ask for prayers and thoughts.  Once again, I just simply couldn't and wouldn't want to put myself in their situation.  All the pain and misunderstanding and even a little anger I have now... I honestly don't know how I would handle it if it were me.  Please keep Shelby in mind as you go through your day. ( I won't post a pic of her as I'm unsure if her mother would want that.  However, she is a precious little girl with the cutest little face ever.)  I know a couple of you who read my blog regularly have (or will have) children of your own.  I swear it hits home a lot more when you know it could very well be your family. It also makes you so very grateful for your own healthy family and feel so very ridiculous for worrying about material things. 

   We'll be celebrating Madelyn's birthday on Saturday and the idea that Shelby will have one in three months and who knows what she'll be going through makes me sick.  I will be watching Madelyn run around at the beach laughing and smiling on Saturday while poor Shelby is sitting in a hospital room.    It just doesn't seem right.  I promise to keep you all posted as soon as I hear the outcome.   Again, please Please PLEASE keep Shelby and her family in your thoughts and prayers until we know what is going on. 

It has been decided...

We finally have a plan for Madelyn's birthday.  We're laying low this year and doing just a simple family celebration at the beach.  I did invite a friend and her family along, but aside from that, just our close family.  We'll pick up subs or pizza and I will be making a Dora (Madelyn's choice) cake!  Of course, we'll have her pinata--although she very well may be the only one hitting at it--and a few decorations and presents.  I actually feel guilty about not doing a "real" birthday party for her, especially since she does have friends this year.  I know she won't know any better and that she will appreciate whatever it is we do for her, but I just feel an obligation to her to have that big birthday party complete with kids and chaos....Anyway, it is decided and set in stone and there's absolutely NO going back now.  Especially since we'll be doing this on Saturday and there would be absolutely no way to get something else together.

I cannot believe that my baby girl is growing up so fast. 

First day

Today was the first day of my couch to 5k program!  The first week (3 days) is a brisk 5 minute walk and then alternate one minute of running and a minute and a half walking for a total of 20 minutes.  It went well.  We finished the program BUT I will say that it did begin to get difficult toward the last half of the time.  I'm very excited and think this is actually something we can conquer!  So, help keep me motivated and hopefully I can make it to my 5K I have planned to attend  near the end of October!  I do have a friend running with me so that should help keep me motivated as well :) I am so proud of myself and hope to stick to it and really make it a lifestyle change.  I will check in every once in a while and keep you all updated!

Madelyn's Play House

Yep!  I made that!  ALL BY MYSELF :)

My parents purchased a larger playset for Madelyn earlier this week.  What did I do with one of the boxes the playset came in?  Made her this awesome playhouse.  How cool is it that she has something brand new to play with (and a really awesome playset) that was absolutely FREE!  Paint was left over from our kitchen and Madelyn's bedroom, the door knob was a plastic golf ball, and although I should have been paid for all my physical work....that was free too!  You guys really don't understand how incredibly proud of myself I am.  I think I am going to continue when I have the time and maybe add some curtains for the windows (there's another on the side closest to the door), and I'd love for her to have maybe a small table and chair in there.  How cute will she and her friend be in this?? TOO CUTE!  I absolutely promise there will be more and better pictures to come within the next few days.  I took this picture tonight.  It looks WAY better in person too.   Madelyn LOVES her new playhouse and her playset.  She's a very lucky little girl-- grandparents buy one gift--and she gets two!  Honest....more pics to come!!!

Ugh, well.... I accidentally erased my background.  Then, I couldn't find a good header.  I'm tired... long day.  I drove an hour away to get Madelyn's new jogging stroller AND put together her new playset that my parents got her for her birthday. I'll try again tomorrow.  Goodnight!

It's been a while

Well, as I stated in the last post, I've kinda been slacking on the posts.  I've just been SO busy lately.  This weekend was no different.  We drove into New Orleans for some friends' bachelor/bachelorette party on Friday and got in LATE last night.  It was a great trip and we all had a great time too!  So, just to update a little on what's going on in life, I'll make a few bullet points. 

*  Madelyn's birthday is quickly approaching and I've decided to do just a small family party at the beach.  I am making her cake and will have a ocean/tiffany's blue fondant with seashells bordering the cake and a large starfish on top!  I see it in my mind, hopefully I can create it :)   Of course, on her actual birthday, we will definately continue with her Cinco De Mayo birthday and eat Mexican!  We MAY go to Nickelodeon Studios with some friends of ours the following weekend but that's still up in the air.  Simple, laid back, and cozy.  That's what I'm going for this year!
*  I'm sure you've all figured out that I haven't been running.. naughty naughty.  BUT, a friend of mine is in the market for a jogging stroller and we are supposed to get with the program (couch to 5k Lindsey!)  So, we'll see if we actually do it!  It's always better to have someone there to push you and motivate you to get off your ass though haha!
*  I just finished reading a series of books--another reason I've been MIA lately.  I am a bit ashamed to admit that, YES, I did really enjoy the Twilight saga, but I enjoy the mindless reading it provides.  Therefore, I continued to think like a teenager and read the Mortal Instruments books. I read all three in probably a week---does that tell you anything?  And I have yet another hottie to add to my list of imaginary guys with some serious sex appeal.
*  Woohoo!  I made it to my $100 goal for March of Dimes.  Thanks to those who donated!  The walk is this weekend and I look forward to doing it.  I feel like I doing something that's bigger than myself. 
*  Lastly, I was informed yesterday that I will NOT be getting my camera I so desperately wanted.  You know, the Canon that takes way better pictures than the one from my crappy little everyday camera.  Very upset about this and I seriously hope Jeremy's just messing with me.  However, I saw no trace of laughter in his face when he was telling me all of this... boo

A few pics.....

My two besties!! Plus Russell :)

<3 <3 <3

A few of the girls!